- People are amazing. The support and care people showered on me after my (very public) rant was incredible. Thank you friends. Much appreciated.
- You definitely need a catchy title for blog posts... Much more people read them :)
- Being vulnerable is hard. I had the largest vulnerability hangover EVER.
What I have realised though is that the place I want to be is with God. I want to be in his presence. My heart longs for that. But it is sore and raw and hard there cos I cant pretend I am ok and all my junk hanging out isn't pretty. I cant pretend I am ok, strong, not hurting. So I am avoiding that place a bit (lot ;-)).
And I maintain I don't want to hear advice or 5 easy steps to healing/ hearing or whatever. I hope it is ok with God that I will find my way back to our relationship (NOT RELIGION) in time.